i often wonder about the idea of leadership. i don’t feel like a very good leader that is for sure. However, for as long as i can remember i have been in leadership roles. Sometimes i have been successful at it. However, i am also my own worst critic. Never good enough, lacking true lasting motivational skills. i can lite a fire in others but it burns out quickly. i have good personal discipline for myself, meet deadlines, showing up ready and able to get the job done. All the while in my mind wondering what it is that i actually do.
To me leadership is done from the middle. Yes, there are times when one must lead from the front. A strong leader also recognizes when leading from behind is required. Still, the majority of the time one should lead from the middle. However, few leaders from the middle are remembered for their leadership. This leads to the question, “What is it that I actually do?” In the end, i don’t think my leadership is what i want to be remembered for. My life’s goal is to ‘Act Justly, Love Mercy, and Walk Humbly’. i want people to think of me for my writing and my philosophy. A leader of words and ideas that motivated them to try harder, be better, love more.
i have made more mistakes than i care to admit. i have let people down and look back and wonder how just was that action? How merciful? How humble? In many cases i lacked empathy. i try to learn from that experience and do better the next time. i take every challenge as a learning opportunity. At the end of the day i want to be a better person. If that makes me a better leader than so be it. But my aim is to be a better human, a better man.
“Do you see yourself as a leader?” i see myself as an example.
You are loved,
cj
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